Nothing hurts more then being disappointed by the one single person you thought would never hurt you
Couldn't control; Tears keep pouring; Beyond broken; Kinda lost both the important person in my life.
i just couldn't intercede what was beautiful, supposed to be, and what they really wants. i do not intend to steal happiness.
i'm just a GIRL who doesn't know how to move on.
PRESENT FOR BELOVED PASTOR aka MY SIHAM ZHAIIntroducing...........................
super cuteee
CHAR SIEW and SIEW MAI!
Ee Laine darling.
i-eat-cute-animals girl
a.k.a.Wei Wen
Rach darling.
kiss kiss!
teaching them to
love one another.
siew mai and i.
Btw, they're
guinea pigs.....
not hamster lols.According to Rach, these are the real 'pigs' for pastor, since he is so fond of all kinds of PIG hahaa. You'll know it the moment you enter his office/room.
Anyhooo i'm back in Subang already hehehe
it feels so good to be home!
'Hey you're back!' *with a big grin*'So great to see you back!'i'm deeply
touched by these words from the bottom of my heart. :)
'Cause i've been always missing the people back here.
i just came back from Penang with my coursemates. It was great but super tired. No regrets going Penang with them & i'm missing them all now! hahaa! Will update bout the trip soon.
Wanna get some sleep now, good nights ppl!
IF TIME COULD BE TURNED BACKi would want to go back to this
and then make my
right decision.
Blahhhhhhhhh......perish the thought. i should know i couldn't travel in the
speed of light. :/
i should, be blogging about
MOVING FORWARD instead of this.
All Alone05.09.2010
Saturday
7.11pm
i guess,
my family heading out for dinner,
the MIYFers having fellowship,
the sapis would be having dinner with their family.
My coursemates cooked dinner in another coursemates's house;
my housemates just went out somewhere w/o me.
Fml,
Really, what much could i do now?
i feel a blur i don't know what to do.
Up till now, i am only so much as in the process of steadying myself.
To be in a place i don't want to, to have new friends that doesn't understand me nor click well with me.
Having emotional turmoils alone, this robbery did me no good.
i want to go home, i want to be at home. (x10000000000000000)
Turning into,
Chris Daughtry - Home.
i've got troubled thoughts, and a self-esteem to match,
what a catch.
Ee Laine darling.
i-eat-cute-animals girl a.k.a.
Rach darling.
kiss kiss!
siew mai and i.
the family
the darlings
the youth members
the 'dears'
the high school mates
the A-level friends
the cute lil rascal!
