Saturday, August 29, 2009

SPELL A-P-P-R-E-C-I-A-T-E

My testimonial. Finally i shared what had always been in me, i honestly shared it from the bottom of my heart. Probably most of you had bad impression on me now, but i don't care, because if i do more explanation it gonna bring no good to me and i just want you guys to focus on my conclusion. As for me, i'll just wait and put my trust in Him.

i hope those of you that listened to this testimonial would learn how to APPRECIATE. Really. Please don't repeat the same mistake as i had done. Don't make yourself to be regret and remorse like how i've done before. Don't be a fool like me!

For me, i really feel sad,down and devastated over what had happened but i learnt my lesson. Maybe God put me through this hardship so next time i would not do the same mistakes again. He wants me to learn to appreciate all my loved ones around me. He wants to be strong tough bird.

i dont know what more to said. i dont want to be neglected or ignored, i hope you guys could understand me and stay this through with me. Its not easy. Its really not easy to cry alone on my birthday that day for 4 hours, its really not easy to let go a 2 years relationship and to let go someone you love.

Just pray, put your hope and trust in Him. As pastor said, people may disappoint you, but God never fails you.

This song is for you all.
* I cast all my cares upon you,
I lay al my burden down at Your feet,
And anytime i dont know, what i should do,
I will cast all my cares upon you. *

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

BUSY BUSY BUSY!

Time, not to be wasted.
In one week time, i've got to prepare programmes,presentation for Brother's Night, praise&worship pratice for Brother's night and church camp, church camp opening dance, morning exercise dance. By this, i canceled the mathematics competition in UTAR =(
In two weeks time, i need courage for blood donation.
In three weeks time, i'll be having A2 trials!
From the very bottom of my heart, i really dont want to disappoint my parents. As the eldest, i realize i'm holding the biggest responsibilities to show and set good examples to my siblings, and this burdens me a lot.
Why? Why is there so much to worry?

Feel so help-LESS!